For the most part, I do my best to stay within the parameters that I feel that God has set out for my life. Sometimes it can be challenging and he often leads me out of my comfort zone - which has recently happened. For some time now, I have been feeling God calling me to move on from my previous employer. What was not so clear, was the direction that he wanted me to take. Was it to stay at home with my girls, was it to work part-time, was it to start consulting work, find a new full-time position?
After many months of praying, the answer made its way to my door with little or no effort from me. I had thrown a few resumes about on Workopolis and didn't expect much to come from them. Sure enough, a company called looking to interview me not for the job that I had applied for at their office but for a different position entirely. I wasn't sure that I even wanted the position that they called me for but thought that some practice at interviewing would be prudent, so off I went.
Because I didn't think that I really wanted this particular position, I was probably the most honest and upfront about my desires and wishes that I have ever been with a prospective employer. I felt quite at ease with the senior vp of finance that was interviewing me and had a good feeling about the position once the interview was over. However, I had been a bit - shall we say demanding - and didn't expect a job offer.
The next day, a phone call came at dinner time and an offer of employment was on the table - all my requests were met and then some. So now I had a decision to make - was this really where I was supposed to go. A few days of prayer and the answer was clear - this was the change I was to make.
I am excited to see how God will use me in this new venue. It is exciting to start a new job, with new challenges but it is also a little scary as this is a big move up the corporate ladder for me and there is a lot to learn and know. That being said, I feel confident that this is where I am supposed to be right now.
I always find it amazing how God leads our lives - he uses all of us in different ways. Some he calls to stay home and raise children, some he calls to work outside the home in various capacities and some he calls to do a combination of both. I find that I can be easily discouraged at times by those who feel the need to justify what they are doing by putting down my choices. The times when I have heard comments like "you need to decide what is more important, your career or your family" can be quite hurtful. I need to remember that as long as I am following God's plan for my life, others people's opinions really don't matter. In fact, when you are following God's calling, you really don't care if someone else disagrees with it.
So to sum it all up, I am both excited and nervous to start this new chapter in my life and to see how God uses me to further His kingdom.